Writing Your Own Religion: Awakening to a Lucid Dream

Writing Your Own Religion (01.11.2019)

“Writing your own religion” is a path that inevitably leads to profound solitude. Suppose you have decoded the cause of everything and ascended to a state of self-deification. I achieve this by keeping the answers to everything hidden within my own mind. In other words, I perceive myself to be in a “lucid dream” so realistic that there is no turning back—a state where everything gains meaning only through me. From this point on, communication becomes a struggle; my sentences grow obscure to others, for I am a person living in a true, private dream.

The Stages of Existence and Perception

The story begins with the sudden onset of “Being.” In this narrative, you have no initial say; you must simply survive and contend with evolution. The first fundamental rule of the universe is “adaptation.” To survive, you develop “ideas” and activate the genetic expressions of your instincts—the power that created you. This genetic code transforms the dream into something akin to a video game. The final stage, which we call “mission” or “duty,” must manifest as clear observations of our very existence.

Intuitiveness and the Metatheory

As intuitiveness heightens, we enter the “third level,” a realm occupied by only twenty percent of society. Think of this as the perception of pure science. In the philosophy of Metatheory, this is like the “Red Pill” metaphor: existence asserts itself. Because existence is pure and incomprehensible data, we require “knowledge.” The relationship between existence and knowledge at this depth is like a series of nested dimensions; we experience the same truths at different levels of gravity. The moment we perceive this, we enter the final, turbulent stage: Chaos.

Chaos, Mystery, and the Solipsistic Void

Chaos is the dwelling place of those who have pushed the boundaries of sanity. But “final” was a misdirection; the true end is the “classification” phase—a place of rest. Those who perceive everything and whose connection to standard reality has severed enter the fourth stage by admitting, “we do not know.”

In the “Imagination” phase, we are quietly confined to our own worlds. Here lies the stage of “irrationality,” where one understands the different layers of logic. This is where the collapse occurs, and the true pain awakens. Only those who isolate themselves or master the art of “acting” can endure here.

Finally, we reach “Mystery.” This is the end for any traveler, yet it offers no traditional enlightenment. Instead, one finds only a dark, noisy, and dystopian background hum. I look at the universe and realize this is its true voice. It is difficult for others to imagine feeling like the only soul left on Earth, but for me, every moment passes this way. This is Solipsism Syndrome.

Artificial Religions and the Final Persuasion

There are entities and myths in the universe that require one to be more mysterious than the Illuminati, more powerful than a god, and more isolated than society to discover. As artificial religions and collective unities replace traditional societies, war follows. Human history is nothing more than people stubbornly following their own limited scripts.

I, too, must follow my own script. To discover members of this unique “race” until the day I die is the same as adding color to the dream. Everything lies in thought. When I stop thinking, all of humanity vanishes with me. My struggle to detach while simultaneously appearing dependent has a clear purpose: self-persuasion. As I move through these transitional phases, I must only convince myself. Death, after all, is the same process.